is the signal that I should ideally be sending
Because the need to abandon you seems quite apparent.
But at the same time, how do I get rid of my ferocious temptation?
How do I get rid of my ecstatic obsession?
I admit I might be required to be rescued,
I agree I might not be completely sane,
But wouldn’t you throw an act of blind faith just once again?
I can’t differentiate between distress and endearment,
So, here I stand at the juncture of choices;
To be or not to be—